I am my best on cliff edges and dice rolls. Heading into the unknown is where I shine. I thrive on anything-can-happen. What I’m not so good at is everyday-ness, this part of it all. The packing up, the bills, the organizing, the let’s grab coffee/drinks/a-little-more-time before you go. I am the kind of creature who likes to disappear quietly into the night. I would much rather close my eyes and tap my heels together three times than decide what to do with my towels. My challenge is staying present now, while I do the motions of packing up a life. My struggle is keeping my mind here, in my body, in this place I love so very much. I want to leave knowing I made every single day of the last three years count. And I’m counting… eight more sunsets.